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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

same old shit

"give me time."
just to be nice, I will.
But I'm not going to fall for your shit!
~~fucking~~ ruining other people's life.
thats just ain't cool.
I gave you tolerance once.
Co-operation twice.
Patience thrice.
But what I'm getting back now?
The same old shit.
thats not funny.
this is serious matter as one of my friends would say.
between trust and loyalty.
truth.

Labels: Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [3:51 PM] Sharp.

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

love letter

a pink letter.

written some words.

it says "I Love You".

just you.

the sender "your secret admirer".

looks like the writer is devoted to the recepient.

But who?

who is the sender?

who are you?

being mysterious.

thats what the writer want to be.

♥, that's also included in the letter.

being mysterious,

is the writer being serious?

seriously devoted to the receiver.

in the end it remains unknown.

mysterious.

Labels: Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [3:04 PM] Sharp.

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Powerless~

look at sky,

it's dark.

will it be raining later?

I hope not.

but who am I to decide.

I aint got the power to control it.

Im not Halle Berry (Storm) from X-Men.

She got the power.

I aint a superheroes in a series of HEROES.

Indestructible, Control the time, Flying, Electric Shot, Fire Shot and more.

How I wish I have those.

But being powerless aint that bad.

Afterall, thats us.

Human.

its beyond our power.

But we all know that,

What is meant to be,

Just let it be.

If its going to be raining,

let it be.

If its sunny and shiny,

let it be.

Labels: Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [2:41 PM] Sharp.

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Monday, November 17, 2008

chances

somehow, in this life we have to take every chances we've got.

live your life to the fullest!

Labels: Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [1:42 PM] Sharp.

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

the cry....

how would you wish.

every night before you sleep.

you want someone to read bedtime story for you.

the story that will make you sleep.

the person that is willing to spare their time for you.

just to read the bedtime story.

there always time when someone is craving to be hugged and kissed

longing for someone to be there for you.

this is aint just a wish.

this is a hope.

a dream.

that awaits to be revealed.

every night before I sleep,

i kept on thinking.

will i live another day.

do i have the chance to look again.

to hear and listen.

the love that is around me.

the love that keeps me alive.

the hate that adore me.

the jealousy that tickles me.

will I, live another day?

when I woke up every morning,

Thank God.

another new day.

another new chapter of my life.

another chance to live again.

to see the world.

the world that fills with ups and downs.

just live with it.

dont cry.

just try.

Labels: Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [10:52 AM] Sharp.

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hope

a hope that stands.

a hope that stays.

a hope thats faded.

a hope that longing to come true.

a hope that kills.

a hope.

hope is one way to disappointment.

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Ditaip by Syahmi At [10:47 AM] Sharp.

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

Reality and Fantasy

The moment you close your eyes,

you aint gonna see a thing.

That's when you start to dream.

Seeing the fantasy instead of reality.

The moment when people hope.

Hoping that it will remain like that.

A fantasy.

Some people just hate reality

and love fantasy.

But you should remember a thing,

as much as you love fantasy

you'll still need to face the reality.

The reality that sometimes good.

But sometimes it can be mean to you.

Cruel but thats life.

The life that you're borned in.

The life that what make you today.

and forever.

That's reality.

p.s ~~baik mati kalau nda mau idup~~

*giggles*

Labels: Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [9:16 AM] Sharp.

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Sunday, October 5, 2008

A memory.

How I wish it never happen.
How I wish it never started.
How I wish it to bury it alone.
How I wish.
I never wish for it to happen,
especially to me.
I wish I could handle this alone.
But I guess I am wrong.
And I always do.
Life is not getting easier nowdays.
But adding this thing as part of my life,
I guess there's nothing even worse than this.
Slowly I'm trying to forget about it,
but all I'm getting back is the flashbacks.
The flashbacks that will slowly change my life.
I want to stop this but people just kept on talking.
It will slowly disappear and I know,
for me to face it I think it takes time.
Not that I don't usually just forget about things.
But this time it's different.
I guess I just need to live with the memory I had.
The memory that had changed my life literally
without others knowing it.

Labels: Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [10:49 AM] Sharp.

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Monday, August 18, 2008

should i?

For what it is worth, I've been thinking.
Thinking.
and kept on thinking.
Having alot of thoughts at one time.
Reminiscing all the days,
since my first day.
the people and the environment.
But as day goes by,
there's still almost nothing.
Counting days for last day.
Will it be today?
Or never?
Should I just stay?
Or simply leave?
and grab the chance that I've been hoping?
I might become the topic for gossips if I go.
But hey,
that's the risk I should be expecting.
Should I?
They've sent me for a reason.
Why do I have to waste it?
People wants to be there.
But I.
I should or I shouldn't?
For what it is worth~~~
Everything happens for a reason.
Let time goes by.
and finally it will decide for me.

Labels: Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [7:48 PM] Sharp.

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Friday, August 8, 2008

Denial

I'm might be in denial.
But I just hope I'm given the chance.
The chance to find the right path.
The path of my destiny.
The destiny that I'm supposed to have.

Don't think that I'm having a great times.
Everyday, I have to think.
Thinking whether to live with this denial.
I don't want to.
But maybe for now that is the best way.
The best way to adapt with the surroundings.
The people, the environment and the nature.
Family, Friends and Yourselves.

I'm getting tired with it.
I don't want to be like that.
I want to be like this.
I'm meant to be like this.
But why I choose to be that?
It's not that I have no choice at all.
It's just the choices are limited.
Or it's just complicated.

Kept on denying.
It hurts no one BUT YOURSELVES!
Your destiny lies infront of you.
It is just a matter you want to follow it and be it.
OR
Create your own ways to find your destiny.

Labels: Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [12:09 AM] Sharp.

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Thursday, August 7, 2008

'S'omething 'W'e 'E'xaggerate

Few weeks ago,

we've been waiting for it.

We've been doing our best.

We've tried not to give up.

We kept on fighting.

We kept on moving.

Our steps doesn't stop.

But,

what is happening now?

We're not regreting.

We're not giving up.

We're no moving back.

We're not stopping.

Our steps doesn't stop.

We're not being not thankful,

for what've been given.

DENIAL.

Maybe we do feel the regret.

Maybe we do feel like giving up.

Maybe we're not thankful enough.

BUT,

for sure we're not stopping.

The step keeps on going.

Afterall maybe we just need to clear out our mind.

Throw the negativity.

Fight with positivity.

Optimistic.

We're counting the days.

It comes and goes by.

Hoping that tomorrow never come.

But hey!

Stop dreaming and start thinking.

There will alaways be tomorrow.

It will always come.

You can deny,

but you can't run.

You have to face it.

Although with a fake smile.

Just face the days coming.

Just a random thoughts,

killing some times.

Asking why it's happening now.

Labels: Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [3:28 PM] Sharp.

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Friday, July 11, 2008

Gifts

I maybe blind.
But I can see.
I don't just see.
But I watch.
I value the scenery.
Because it is beautiful.

I maybe deaf.
But I can hear.
When I can hear,
I listen.
I care.

I maybe can't talk.
But I can speak.
Since I can speak,
I speak for myself.
I don't just shut up.
I defend.

I maybe dead.
But my heart still beats.
Beating to live.
To live another day.
To love.

I may look weak.
But I am strong inside.
I don't have to show.
But it is for you to observe.
To see it for yourself.

It is a gift.
A priceless gift.
You can't measure the value.
But you need to appreciate.
Appreciate what is given.
Learn it.
Not by hard but by heart.
then you will know.

Syahmi ♥

Labels: Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [1:52 PM] Sharp.

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Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Perhaps.

shattered dreams perhaps?!
I hope it is not.
But it looks like it is.
It seems like it was.

But wait.....

Do you really think it is?
Oh yeah, you can't think.
Do you know why?
Because you know nothing.
Perhaps, if you knew you wouldn't care.
Maybe it is just my thought.

It is not that I don't trust you.
I just don't know.
I kept on thinking.
But I just can't get the direction.
Or I'm too afraid.

I'm not trying to hide or to run.
Perhaps I just need some times.
Time to think.
A space is all i need.
A room perhaps.

Quoted, from Charmed
"Why am I always in the middle of everything?"
"It's because you are born in the middle."

Perhaps this quote can really be applied sometimes.

Labels: Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [7:36 PM] Sharp.

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

Why?

why lie when there is room to tell the truth?

why hide when you did not do anything wrong?

why try to avoid people when you think you are right?

why make enemy when you can make friend?

why create hatred when you can build love?

why be pessimistic when optimistic exist?

why this is happening?

tell me why. . .

Labels: Life, Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [12:43 AM] Sharp.

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

untitled

a hope,
to be strong,
to face the world.

a faith,
to make me move forward,
to see the outside world.

a trust,
to make me trust in my ability,
as a weapon to face the danger.

a believe,
to make me believe that i can do this,
i can fight the fear.

a love,
that make me even stronger,
and to make me believe in myself.

a pray,
to wish for success,
safety throughout the journey.

a wish,
i can face this life,
the troubles and the good times.

a journey,
that the end is unknown,
and remain unknown forever.

a family,
that have faith in you,
pray for the best for you,
and love you.

a friend,
that believes that you can do it,
that do not hold back.

a poem,
story about a journey,
that include hope, faith, trust & believe,
a family and friend that love and pray for you,
and wish for the for you.

a word,
that cannot describe the beauty of life,
the miracle of love.

and

a blog,
that tells the story of the writer,
the mind of the writer is written here.

Love <3 style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Syahmi

Labels: Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [4:45 PM] Sharp.

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tajuk-less

Bila detik waktu berhenti,
Sunyi. Sepi.
Hembusan nafas mengisi ruang kesunyian.
Elegi sepi

Deseran angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa.
Siulan burung di dahan pokok.
Merdu. Memikat hati.
Angin. Elang.

Jantung berdegup.
Lup Dup. Lup Dup.
Hati berdetik.
Hati Terluka

Waktu kian berlalu,
tanpa disedari.
Pantas berlalunya waktu begitu saja.
Sayang Sayang

Perpisahan yang membuahkan kerinduan.
Perasaan rindu yang mendalam.
Hanya gambar sebagai ganti diri.
Penawar Rindu.

Andai cinta mampu diterangkan,
mampukah kita menerangkan apa itu cinta?,
cinta sejati.
cinta arjuna.

Andai bisa ku miliki semuanya.
Mampu kah aku meguruskannya?
Begitu banyak kah waktu ku yang terluang?
Waktu.

Andai bisa ku duga,
andai bisa ku rancang masa depan.
Tetapi mampu kah aku?
Andai ku tahu

Cinta,
Syahmi

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Ditaip by Syahmi At [12:14 AM] Sharp.

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

words from the mind.

a friend,
a friend that look after you,
cheer you up when you're sad.

a friend,
who always stand by next to you,
keeping you strong and motivated.

a friend,
who gives you hope,
who gives you faith.

a friend,
who is trustworthy,
and believes in you.

a friend,
that truly care for you,
that loves you.

a friend,
that spend time with you,
happy, sad, good or bad.

The moment spend,
a memory,
the future.
Irreplaceable.

a friend,
who do not hold back.
who will go forward.

a friend,
who keeps no secret.
who knows how to handle thing.

a true friend,
that is hard to find,
but easy to lose.

Love,

Syahmi

Labels: Random, Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [11:16 PM] Sharp.

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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Friendship

Knowing people like you guys who later become my best friends and become part of my life is one of the best thing I’ve ever have.
Thanks for the innumerable days we've spent together and all the memories that are hard for me to put in words.
I'm going to cherish it until the end of my life.
We've been through a lot of laughter and tears.
Forgive me for what I’ve done to you guys in the past.
Thanks for everything...
You guys will be in my heart forever...
It's like a miracle and a dream come true knowing you guys.
Thanks.
Friends forever.

FrIeNdShIp cUtS AcRoSs CuLtUrEs. It
KnOwS nO BoUnDaRiEs. It KnOwS No
LiMiTaTiOnS. It Is MaGiC. It CoNnEcTs
PeOpLe WhO ArE pOlEs ApArT. It
BrIdGeS PeOpLe WhO ArE
IrReCoNcIlAbLe. It BonDs PeOpLe WhO
ArE LoOkInG At DiFfEReNt AnGlEs. It
Is InDeEd, A GiFt FrOm GoD. AlL
ThEsE I KnOw By HeArT. WhEn I SaY,
ThErEfOrE, ThAt YoU ArE A FrIEnD,
ThEn I Do NoT CoNsIDeR WhErE YoU
ArE FrOM AnD WhErE YoU ArE
HeEdInG. AlL I KnOw Is YoU aRe YOU!
AnD, WE WiLL Be FrIeNdS FoR As
LonG As YoU'Re YOU! BeCaUSe I WiLl
AlSo Be WhO I Am tO YOU! CoZ,
FrIeNdShIp Is YOU and ME!

-sYaHmi_244_HMD-

Labels: Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [1:09 AM] Sharp.

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Destiny

I’m searching for destiny.
I looked outside the window wishing I could see the future.
I tried to hear voices but I could hear nothing except sounds from the wind and birds.
I tried to look for someone that could help me to find destiny but then it ends up with empty hopes…
So, I have to find the destiny myself on this earth.
Silence is covering me.
When there is no one around me I felt really lonely.
I couldn't imagine what would happen in the future.
Success or failure?
No one knows.
Not even me.
But time knows everything.
And remember that we can create something for ourselves.
Until then I realized that we shouldn’t believe in destiny.
We should think of reality!
Destiny is just an excuse of letting things happen instead of making things happen!
So I started to see outside the window and saw reality and not destiny.
So, when u want to do something just do it.
Don’t let destiny stops u.
Coz if u do, then it means u stop creating the color of reality…
Strong will, enthusiasm, strength, believe and support will help you to succeed...
(",)

-syahmi_244_HMD-
23/11/2007

Labels: Words from my mind

Ditaip by Syahmi At [1:08 AM] Sharp.

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Name: Muhammad Syahmi Hj Mat Daud

Birthday: 240488 ;
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School: Currently in ITB ;
High school: Maktab Duli PMAMB ;
Secondary: Sayyidina Hassan Sec. Sch. ;
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