How I wish it never happen.
How I wish it never started.
How I wish it to bury it alone.
How I wish.
I never wish for it to happen,
especially to me.
I wish I could handle this alone.
But I guess I am wrong.
And I always do.
Life is not getting easier nowdays.
But adding this thing as part of my life,
I guess there's nothing even worse than this.
Slowly I'm trying to forget about it,
but all I'm getting back is the flashbacks.
The flashbacks that will slowly change my life.
I want to stop this but people just kept on talking.
It will slowly disappear and I know,
for me to face it I think it takes time.
Not that I don't usually just forget about things.
But this time it's different.
I guess I just need to live with the memory I had.
The memory that had changed my life literally
without others knowing it.
Labels: Words from my mind