. Hey you!

I never felt that way before.
I never felt scared like that before.
I never felt that I'm going to die too soon.
I never felt that feeling before.

Don't you ever tell me to go with you.
Don't you guys ever let me go.
Don't you dare to ask me.

I had enough just for a day experience.
I had enough with that feeling.

The feeling of an inch to DEATH!

It is not a good feeling.
Who wants to feel it?!
I don't.
But you made me feel that way.
Do that when you're alone.
But not when there are people around you.

I need our life.
Perhaps we all do.
Even you.

No offence.
But maybe you had enough of life.
But we don't.
I haven't spent enough.
I'm still young.
Too young indeed for that stupid feeling.

I don't want to feel regret.
But I already did.
Devastated to be more exaggerating.
And I really mean it.

I'm sorry.
I really am.
But the feeling that you've gave me,
it's damn hard for me to forget.
DAMN HARD.

Even at this moment my heart still beats for it.
My mind still thinking of it.
My eyes still can see that moment.
My hand, thank god I can control it.
Or else it might stop by on your face.

And here,
I'll try to forget it.
Slowly~

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