I know the title seems ironic and a little bit dramatic. But the title really speaks for my situation now. Everyday I always tried to run from the fact that our result is coming out soon. In fact, very soon which is in less than a week. The result will be out on Saturday, 28th June 2008.

I will not deny the fact that I'm damn worry waiting for it. I know that people will say " Dude! Its okay. You don't have to worry because you've passed your coursework. You'll do fine. "

Okay,thanks for that. But I have every reasons to worry like you guys. I can't tell people that "It's okay! You'll do fine." because knowing the fact that there's people behind me having more things to worry than me. That's why I kept on hiding this feeling. But now, letting it out is the best for me. *I think. It better be. Sigh.*

Thinking back all the days during the final exam, I think it did my best. I've put my heart and all my hardwork and effort on it. Although I did felt frustrated for some units. I knew that I could have done better than what I've done. I might did well for some papers and not for some. But I knew that I did tried my best and knowing the fact that I could have done better really hurt me sometime. I think I might have disappoint myself. But hey Syahmi,you have tried and you did as much as what you could. I fought the battle and it's a matter of whether I win or lose in the battle that seems like a war!!

So now, all I can say to calm myself is "Syahmi, be optimistic. have faith and believe in yourselves. Trust yourselves."

To all my friends :
GOOD LUCK guys!!!!!!!!

& myself :
BE OPTIMISTIC!